So....I'm sick....I've known that for a long while. But this morning was a totally new experience. I got out of bed and nearly fainted. Felt miserable...I can't tell if it's in my head or my chest yet, but I thankfully don't feel as bad. I couldn't make my classes. "Trying" to get ready was a joke and eventually I told my school-junkie self to send out emails and take care of myself for once. I hate that I overwork myself all the time and expect too much of myself and it definitely doesn't help when I get sick. I also hate the feeling of letting my professors or fellow club members down when I know they are depending on me to get stuff done. I just feel so guilty and rotten.
I was able to get some more sleep, then finally eat something and then pushed myself to go to my proficiency meeting. I knew it would be hard to make up and since I knew it would be over quickly that it may be doable. I made it in time but I totally was brain dead as soon as the professors started asking questions. I must have looked so sloppy or high or sleepy... But I have a feeling it went well. I remember what happened and passed, which I wasn't worried about. I thought the feedback was good and am proud that there was such a positive response to my work. Now the only problem will be taking the work down....
As for illustration, I am SO HAPPY I left my painting and print out on the wall last night. I was unable to make it to class so I hope, Rusty, that you were able to pick them up or at least see them. I am now super super worried that if you haven't collected them that they will get lost or stollen though. *Scared*
I'm feeling well enough now to sit and do some vis comm hw but I hope hope hope it gets better from here on. Being sick has got to be the worst thing in the world. Makes you really appreciate that you basically have nothing and can do nothing in life without your health.
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